一切都是我的错。

我对你没有别的要求，只希望你不要脚踏两只船，如果你在跟别的女孩date，请你一定直截了当告诉我，由我自己来决定是否给你按摩。

我答应你。

9/16/07

He called me and told me he felt pain everywhere. He wanted me to do massage for him and promised to help me with the art of sword. I felt that’s a good arrangement, so I went to his house.

(他打电话给我，说他浑身疼痛，想让我为他按摩一下。他说作为报答，他会教我舞剑。我觉得这个安排不错，于是我去了他家。)

But when I got upstairs, I saw a photo of him with a Chinese girl on his bookshelf. He has a big laugh on his face, but that girl looks solumn. I felt terrible and asked him who the girl is. He said she’s the girlfriend he met in China.

(但当我上楼之后，却在书架上看到他和一个女孩的合影。照片上，他笑得很开心，但女孩很严肃的样子。我心里很难受，问他这是谁，他说这是他在国内认识的女朋友。)

It seems that he has kept his promise. He kindl