艾米:梦里飘向你(31)

11/30/2004 Tuesday

It happened last night b/c I wanted it to happen. It felt so fantastic. I made chicken salad for him at his house. We drank red wine, smoked cigarettes, then made out. … I loved his hugs and kisses. Definitely my favorites.

12/2/2004 Thursday

The fact is I like him. The fact is he is not sure I am the one for him and he is trying to avoid unnecessary pain. The fact is caring for the one I cherish is always more fun and more fulfilling than to be cared about. I’ll just care for him to see what happens. I’m anxious to know what’s in the store for me and how my life is suppose to turn out 。

12/5 /2004 Sunday

Once I planned to only call him after he called me, but I finally gav