oldest I have ever been out with. He was being a gentleman the whole time. He was very easy to hang out and he wasn’t trying to make a pass on me. I watched him wash his truck, then we went to see a movie and afterward dinner. By the dinner time, I felt that I ran out of things to say. I just wasn’t interested in saying anything at all. I rather be alone at that time.I’m just so not used to spend all the time with just one man. I was not capable of telling him what’s on my mind. The date was just too long, a whole 8-hour date. from 2p.m. to 10p.m…way too long for a first date…

就这？

就这。

这么干巴？一点也不浪漫 —

本来就不是什么浪漫的事嘛。

可是直到看电影时，你对他感觉还不错的嘛，说他“侧面的笑容迷人极了” —-

那是在电影院嘛。电影院特殊的灯光，忽明忽暗，此明彼暗，比月光还能藏拙，比高级化妆师还能美化人。看不见头顶，看不见皱纹，看